30 de julio de 2009

Nunca mejor dicho...

Sorry to Myself - Alanis Morissette

For hearing all my doubts so selectively and
For continuing my numbing love endlessly.
For helping you and myself: not even considering
For beating myself up and overfunctioning.

To whom do I owe the biggest apology?
No ones been crueler than Ive been to me.

For letting you decide if I indeed was desirable
For myself love being so embarassingly conditional.
And for denying myself to somehow make us compatible
And for trying to fit a rectangle into a ball.

And
To whom do I owe the biggest apology?
No ones been crueler than Ive been to me.

Im sorry to myself.
My apologies begin here before everybody else.
Im sorry to myself.
For treating me worse than I would anybody else.

For blaming myself for your unhappiness
And for my impatience when I was perfect where I was.
Ignoring all the signs that I was not ready,
And expecting myself to be where you wanted me to be.

To whom do I owe the first apology?
No ones been crueler than Ive been to me.

And
Im sorry to myself.
My apologies begin here before everybody else.
Im sorry to myself.
For treating me worse than I would anybody else.

Well, I wonder which crime is the biggest ?
Forgetting you or forgetting myself...
Had I heeded the wisdom of the latter,
I wouldve naturally loved the former.

For ignoring you: my highest voices.
For smiling when my strife was all too obvious.
For being so disassociated from my body,
And for not letting go when it wouldve been the kindest thing.

To whom do I owe the biggest apology?
No ones been crueler than Ive been to me.

And
Im sorry to myself.
My apologies begin here before everybody else
Im sorry to myself.
For treating me worse than I would anybody else.
Im sorry to myself.
My apologies begin here before everybody else
Im sorry to myself.
For treating me worse than I would anybody else



1 comentario:

PJPF dijo...

Harleshinn,

el amor nunca fue una de mis areas fuertes y sigue siéndolo sin embargo el contenido de la letra es muy verídico. Los errores en el amor generalmente definen el tipo de patrón que sigue una persona en sus interrelaciones y estos generalmente se repiten una y otra vez aún conociendo su existencia.

Si he sentido afecto pero nunca he amado a alguien por lo tanto no puedo estar muy seguro de lo que dije ni de la sabiduría detrás de la letra.

Tomo tu palabra.