Estoy...

Estoy triste.

No quiero decirselo a nadie, pero al mismo tiempo necesito "sacarlo" afuera. Afortunadamente acá pasa desapercibido, pero no para mi. Tal vez la tristeza se deba a que descubrí que hay muchas formas de sentirse solo, más allá de la gente que lo rodea a uno.

Es imposible que los demás lo ayuden a uno, si uno mismo no quiere ayudarse. Entiendo los "por qué" de no dejarse ayudar, pero me sigo preguntando...qué hay de malo en ayudarse uno mismo?

Princesa - Joaquin Sabina

Entre la cirrosis
y la sobredosis
andas siempre, muñeca.
Con tu sucia camisa
y, en lugar de sonrisa,
una especie de mueca.
¿Cómo no imaginarte,
cómo no recordarte
hace apenas dos años?
Cuando eras la princesa
de la boca de fresa,
cuando tenías aún esa forma
de hacerme daño.
Ahora es demasiado tarde, princesa.
Búscate otro perro que te ladre, princesa.
Maldito sea el gurú
que levantó entre tú
y yo un silencio oscuro,
del que ya sólo sales
para decirme, “vale,
déjame veinte duros”.
Ya no te tengo miedo
nena, pero no puedo
seguirte en tu viaje.
Cúantas veces hubiera dado la vida entera
porque tú me pidieras
llevarte el equipaje.
Ahora es demasiado tarde, princesa…
Tú que sembraste en todas
las islas de la moda
las flores de tu gracia,
¿cómo no ibas a verte
envuelta en una muerte
con asalto a farmacia?
¿Con qué ley condenarte
si somos juez y parte
todos de tus andanzas?
Sigue con tus movidas,
pero no pidas
que me pase la vida
pagándote fianzas.
Ahora es demasiado tarde, princesa
Búscate otro perro que te ladre, princesa

Frase del dia

Just because something doesn't do what you planned it to do doesn't mean it's useless.
- Thomas A. Edison

Frase nerd del día

"Vivo adentro de un tag html"

By Me

Evolución....tal vez?

Generalmente me siento una inútil cuando me ponen a prueba, pero no me pasa lo mismo cuando yo me pongo a prueba, ahí veo el desafío, la libertad, las ganas de volar. Aunque sean boludeces.

Hoy agarré un viejo código mio en html y css, algo que hice hace un año atrás...de 130 líneas pasé a ocupar 39. Aprender me valió de ahorrarme 91 líneas de código en las que obtenía un resultado no tan satisfactorios como el de hoy.
Algo vale la pena todo lo que hago, leo y esporádicamente, cuando mi cabeza y mis fantasmas me lo permiten, practico.

Querer vivir al ritmo del mundo que me rodea me está matando, si tan sólo pudiera encontrar la forma de vivir al ritmo de MI propio mundo.

Sin tu "Amor"

Andáte bien a la puta que te parió. Con amor :)


Me siento mucho mejor - Charly García

No razonar
desaparecer
cuando tenías que estar
te echaste a correr
lo que hiciste en mí
no tiene perdón
y yo sé que me siento mucho más fuerte
sin tu amor.
Mucho tiempo atrás
me hiciste sentir
que nuestro amor era más
y de esa forma vivir
no sé más quién soy
de qué te reís
y ahora sé que me siento mucho más fuerte
sin tu amor.
No sé más que hacer
no sé qué decir
cuando tenías que estar
te echaste a reír
lo que hiciste en mí
no tiene perdón
y ahora sé que me siento mucho más fuerte
sin tu amor
y yo sé que me siento mucho más fuerte
sin tu amor
oh sin tu amor.

Otra de las (viejas) grandes cosas de internet

Ladies and Gentlemen of the class of '97,

Wear sunscreen. If I could offer you only one tip for the future, sunscreen would be it. The long term
benefits of sunscreen have been proved by scientists, whereas the rest of my advice has no basis or
reliable then my own meandering experience. I will dispense this advice....now.

Enjoy the power and beauty of your youth. Oh, nevermind, you won't understand the power and
beauty of your youth until they've faded, but trust me in 20 years, you'll look back at photos of
yourself and recall in a way you can't grasp now how much possibility lay before you and how fabulous
you really looked. You are not as fat as you imagine.

Don't worry about the future, or worry, but know that worrying is as effective as trying to solve an algebra
equation by chewing bubblegum.

The real troubles in your life are apt to be things that never crossed your worried mind: the kind that blindsides
you at 4pm on some idle Tuesday.

Do one thing every day that scares you.

Sing.

Don't be reckless with other people's hearts; don't put up with people who are reckless with yours.

Floss.

Don't waste your time on jealousy. Sometimes you're ahead, sometimes you're behind. The race is
long, and in the end, it's only with yourself.

Remember compliments you receive; forget the insults. (if you succeed in doing this, tell me how).

Keep your old love letters; throw away your old bank statements.

Stretch.

Don't feel guilty if you don't know what you want to do with your life. The most interesting people
I know didn't know at 22 what they wanted to do with their lives; some of the most interesting 40 year
olds I know still don't.

Get plenty of Calcium. Be kind to your knees -- you'll miss them when they're gone.

Maybe you'll marry, maybe you won't. Maybe you'll have children, maybe you won't. Maybe you'll
divorce at 40; maybe you'll dance the funky chicken on your 75th wedding anniversary.

Whatever you do, don't congratulate yourself too much or berate yourself, either. Your choices are half
chance, so are everybody else's.

Enjoy your body: use it every way you can. Don't be afraid of it or what other people think of it; it's the
greatest instrument you'll ever own.

Dance...even if you have no where to do it but in your own living room.

Read the directions (even if you don't follow them).

Do not read beauty magazines; they will only make you feel ugly.

Get to know your parents; you never know when they'll be gone for good.

Be nice to your siblings: they're your best link to your past and the people most likely to stick with you in
the future.

Understand that friends come and go, but what a precious few should hold on. Work hard to bridge the gaps
and geography and lifestyle, because the older you get, the more you need the people you knew when you
were young.

Live in New York City once, but leave before it makes you hard.

Live in Northern California once, but leave before it makes you soft.

Travel.

Accept certain inalienable truths: prices will rise, politicians will philander, you too will get old; and when you
do, you'll fantasize that when you were young, prices were reasonable, politicians were noble, and children
respected their elders.

Respect your elders.

Don't expect anyone else to support you. Maybe you have a trust fund, maybe you'll have a wealthy spouse,
but you never know when either one might run out.

Don't mess too much with your hair or by the time you are 40, it will look 85.

Be careful whose advice you buy, but be patient with those who supply it. Advice is a form of nostalgia;
dispensing it is a way of wishing the past from the disposal--wiping it off, painting over the ugly parts, and
recycling it for more than it's worth.

But trust me on the sunscreen.